just started listening and learning how much bigger the whole mushroom thing is up north, I'm in a good location in CT where  I wouldn't  be encroaching on any other farms as there are none that can supply the freshest products , there's so many farmers markets gourmet markets and restaurants.  I can relate to  you and everyone on the shows ..I've been trying to figure my life out for four years of nasty depression and thought micro dosing was going to save me but then I taught myself thru books for 3 years, no social media just books...hated podcasts, then i found this one after failing for years and realizing im a need 6 tents that  cant afford but i need more agar so that will keep that culture going while o theres another bag with Trichoderma and shit should i just quit and throw out my flow hood? but wait there's one more bag a spawn lemme just see what happens and ya maybe ill order another culture.  haha Put me in the show as Mycellium addict , sure psilos started it but that was just the tip.